Hey, ignore 3 of last 4 posts

You see, I tried to post the first one, but it said it didn't work...so i did it again...and again...and again the next day...I apologize for the reptititiveness...repetititititveness...repetitititititivenes

Anyway, I have a math equation for you all: 6AP tests + musical + AP homework + family commitments + Sextant = depression for Ryan.

Every year, April is a terrible month for me. Sophomore year, it was the ol' gifted project...I nearly died...Last year, it was musical and newspaper piled on top of each other...this year it's AP tests, musical, newspaper, and college stuff...I thought 02 would be my worst year...it only goes down from here.

I decided I'm in a mid-life crisis, which means I'll live til about the ripe age of 34. I have all the signs: I'm sick of the things I'm doing, I'm sick of the people I'm with, I'm sick of the society I live in, and I'm sick of how my life has turned out after 17 years. I'm figuring "this too shall pass," but if it doesn't, my years will slowly tick away...I think I feel an ulcer forming right now...nah...it's probably just a tapeworm...what a relief.

So, basically, if I seem completely out of it this month, or next month, or anytime you see me, it's not that I'm sliding, it's not that I'm mad at you, and it's not that I'm PMSing...I'm just depressed.

4/12 = Home Opener + Maddux's Return + Terrible Interdivision Team = Humiliating Loss. That's all I have to say. 13-2 DEFEAT handed to the Cubs by the Pirates.

Random Factoid: Sally Field has played Abbie Lockhart's mother on ER. She is a manic-depressive, and acts quite well. I like her, I really like her.

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